Some may need this today.
Right up till today I thought survivors guilt did not exsist in my life, I would go so far as to say I did not even feel it existed at all, today is a hard day. For sure a wave of oppression is and has been on me today, I am using all my trix in positive thinking. It’s all in vein though, I just feel like it’s an impossible task to pull myself out of the deep sinking sand. I have seen a couple of people on my Facebook of late grieving their lost ones, it has made me feel guilt. Guilt that I wish there was someway to take their greif from them. Asking questions like “why did I survive” “nothing special about me” I am struggling to exsplain how I feel but I will give it my best shot.
You see I am learning how human I…
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fonzandcancer blogging to encourage. 
It makes sense to me, Fonz.
I’ve feel this way.
And feel bad that others have died (including my Dad and one of my sisters…from cancer)…and yet, for now, I am still alive. I feel they had more to offer the world than I do.
I think we have an “Expiration Date” stamped on our butts in invisible ink…and we won’t leave this world until we are supposed to. 🙂 So, while I’m still here…I really am trying to make a positive difference.
(((HUGS)))
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It is because God has a plan for you. An amazing plan to use what you have gone through to help those who are still struggling. Take it and run with it. You are amazing in your fight! And you are an inspiration to me as I struggle with my own problems.
I cannot even imagine what cancer does to a person. I will not pretend to know. I struggle with intractable epilepsy every day. However, when I read of someone, such as yourself, who is fighting the good fight, I start to thinking that I too can fight just as hard. Be content and thankful in the fact that God is using you to reach out and help more people than you realise.
God bless you, my friend!
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