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Saturday 27th june 2020
Its been a horrific few days and its only just started really, for a long while i have dedicated my time to helping others in what ever situation they find themselves in. i suppose its something that’s inbred, having caring parents that always spend their time doing the same. has rubbed off on me over the years.
when you have serious procedures like a Bone marrow transplant and or chemotherapy for cancer its important to keep yourself pain free to concentrate on getting through the treatment. i realise many people will judge me for this post. but its not those people i write for. i write so people that are struggling so they can find hope, feel encouraged and believe they can carry on. illnesses are so debilitating, the pain that comes because of it can make you feel low and useless. The feelings are overwhelming for me i have even felt guilt that i am alive and even more that i am having to use drugs to cope with the pain.
My bone marrow transplant destroyed the enzyme in my body that converts codine into Morphine. So I had to take a different drug, man made to deal with my nerve pain. The important thing here for me is to see how my body is without the Drug in my body.
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Hi Mark. I’m really sorry to hear how much pain you are going through. Your strength and faith will hopefully get you through to the other side. I admire your honesty in getting the message across that these drugs can be so addictive and destructive. The side effects can be so debilitating and coming off them is really hard. I encourage you to stay strong and keep believing in yourself. I hate seeing you in such pain. Sending all our love to you, Andi and the dogs.
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Thanks very much it’s very much appreciated.. x
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Everyone is different, and everyone has different pain tolerances. With all that you’ve been through, I wouldn’t dream of judging you any differently if you have had problems with oxycontin. Actually, because I have had an addiction myself (eating), I wouldn’t judge you differently anyway. Be well.
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Thanks Louise. I really appreciate you just making a comment. God bless you.
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Hi Mark… So sorry to read that you are having so much difficulty. I feel as though I can certainly relate to what you are experiencing, at least in some ways. I’m now advanced stage 4 lung cancer and the tumors are eating into my rib cage… so… I certainly can relate to the pain and all the med professionals want to do is shove more pills down my throat. I’m sick of pills and getting off of them is often a nearly impossible task. I thank you so very much for sharing this part of your life with us… it’s often difficult to talk about with others but remember… there are those like me who can understand a lot of what you are having to endure. Reading your posts… helps me to find hope… helps me to know that I am not alone in my suffering…. and I thank you.
Hoping your day becomes more beautiful…
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You and I have much in common
And for sure we are friends. Thanks my friend and I am saying a prayed that you may recover from your lung cancer. Never ever give up and you need a friend message me
❤️❤️
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